The songs you listen to have power to direct the theme of environment you are living in. It can bring all of the happiness in a second or can even bring you to tears.

There used to be times when I used to have earphones on maybe minimum of 5-6 hours a day. I had my earphones on while I go to class, my breaks, even when I do my home works. But I never really went deep into what the music really mean. I never got caught up and forced to listen what the singer really is trying to say through his sweet composition.
Now I hardly have time to put earphones on even for an hour. Last time I lost my earphones and I forgot to search for it. But today I heard one song through college radio and that is the sole reason that's making me write these.
People sometimes get what they desire. They get it, maybe with struggle or even without some. But at the end, or at some point they realize that they already have started to build a new desire for something else.
She loved him, with all of her heart. She struggled, got him but realized after years that there is more important things that needs to be focused right now.
He wanted a motorbike. He learnt how to ride it. He knew every single thing about motorbike now. He cried to his parents for getting one. He begged. He promised he would study well, get good marks in exams and tried everything he could to convince his parents to get him a motorbike. And yes, finally he got one. One year later, he realized that he is no longer interested in the same motorbike like he used to be before. No doubt, he modified it couple of times but now he wants something more better.

But after one year, whatever be the condition of the motorbike be, could still be the dream for some other random guy like he was a year ago.

People get what they want sooner or later if they try to get it but will never be satisfied till eternity with the same thing.

Sometimes I miss home. I miss how I used to be before and sometimes I wish I was on my mother's lap once again being scolded about hot bad I cook!

I now understand some rules of life, the way it is and the way we have to accept it. I might not have faced even 1% of struggle which people of my age might be facing but I can say at least I am learning something.

Let this New Year 2015 be a so called HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I am here, alive because life has presented me a life.Let each day of this new year pass with enchanting moments and let me feel thankful for life all the time.I consider my life, a heritage thus a certainty is that I won't waste my life building up regrets.

2014, a year to remember.I had always wished and planned to live a life without guilt, without pain,without embarrassment and regrets.But this year I realized that we don't live life without these things and that was when I realized I was growing up.I learned many things this year....faith as tiny as grain of sand can move the mountains.

This year, I have lived the happiest moments ever. I have got wonderful buddies, we have celebrated every little damn things together, spent my nights watching movies. I would like to raise a toast for all the memories we had made together, for playing the strings till my fingers bled and for all those crazy pictures we took.
This year, I have cried too, my tears ran just as far that people might never know that one day I cried for them.But then  I knew we suffer because we are unable to impose our own rules. Yes, waiting is painful, forgetting is painful too,but not knowing which one to do is the worst kind of suffering.

Feeling superior and inferior all over again has been the worst feeling too.But yes, living life with joy is a blessing. I do believe in living a life with magic and seeking dreams and hoping for the best. Yes,we may suffer, have the hardest times,face the struggles and disappointments but all of this is transitory and leaves no permanent mark.
One day eventually, we'll reach that point, observe the journey we have taken with pride and faith and all the memories. So, if pain must come, may it come quickly because we have a life to live and we need to live it in the best way possible.

Live your life with fantasy, be strong and enlighten every moment of life and finally "HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015"I wish everyone of you, to fill every one of 365 pages with true happiness of the book 2015.  

 

x

Feelings during Exams:

Kay' I wanna be sure, that I am not only one to feel these "powerful" feelings during exams! :D

The stress of exams...seriously, 26 alphabets cannot describe the crap feeling!

After every exam, while returning from the hall, I promise to myself "I'll be damn serious in studies from next exam". <LOL> But this has been kinda habit, that I repeat right after my every exam.

I still don't know when and how I will be able to work my best. Exams means long hours study, piles of pressure and an impending sense of doom! Well, I am not a perfectionist to think, anything less than top marks is a failure, and even not a worst student.
During exam times, I wanna do those things, which never even came in my mind before.. I want to write songs, I want to gossip on silly things with my brother, I begin to think about my near deadly future, I want to have coffees time and again and bla bla! In short, I feel damn weary and just worn down...and I end up chatting with my buddies, sleeping, eating, watching movies and Dreaming of touching books!
After all those patchy sleeps and the sleepless nights and burnt out feelings, finally the exams appears..and I am like the guy in the pic :D
In the exam hall, I look at the faces of those who gets the question paper first just trying to read their face and hoping, 'all is gonna be well'!
While soling the questions, I feel like there should be the cheer leaders to dance after every right answer I write!:D Sometimes I stare at the question for a sec and think...shit! whn did we learn this crap?
TIK-TOK..TIK-TOK...MINDS BLOCK..AND TIMES UP!

But, no matter what, nothing beats the feeling after the board examination! ^_^ We get time to do all those stuffs we've been planning for! Movies, hobbies, selfies and fun! :D 

SO CALLED LIFE :)

We all live a life, some are happy with it.. coz they know how to be happy, loving themselves and few may be not. the reason may not be the sole one, its jus bcoz they fail to love themselves :)

If u want to be happy, then learn to love yourself.

then all you find is happiness. 

I KILLED A COCKROACH (lol)

It was suffering. Neither it was able to turn itself right, nor could give up the life. Maybe it was begging for the help for getting to be turned over. I could clearly see that its legs were broken… Few minutes more and it was dead! If it will be turned over, it would live its life struggling.., else it had to let its life end just like that.I am talking about nothing else, but a cockroach. I guess, the creature was into that situation for more than a minute.

I went nearer to it, took a deep breath, and killed it with all my force I could put on the racket.

I am not cruel though, I did feel pity for the insect. At the same time I felt totally bad and sorry for it. Even if I would turn it right, it would be dead one day and I am pretty sure, it would not get an easy death. Who knows! It might be separated into two halves or been stepped by someone, or grabbed by a frog maybe!So, I killed a cockroach… just because I didn't want it to live a life struggling…without pair of legs and helpless….

Sorry god! I did end one of the lives on earth! :P :P