Feelings during Exams:

Kay' I wanna be sure, that I am not only one to feel these "powerful" feelings during exams! :D

The stress of exams...seriously, 26 alphabets cannot describe the crap feeling!

After every exam, while returning from the hall, I promise to myself "I'll be damn serious in studies from next exam". <LOL> But this has been kinda habit, that I repeat right after my every exam.

I still don't know when and how I will be able to work my best. Exams means long hours study, piles of pressure and an impending sense of doom! Well, I am not a perfectionist to think, anything less than top marks is a failure, and even not a worst student.
During exam times, I wanna do those things, which never even came in my mind before.. I want to write songs, I want to gossip on silly things with my brother, I begin to think about my near deadly future, I want to have coffees time and again and bla bla! In short, I feel damn weary and just worn down...and I end up chatting with my buddies, sleeping, eating, watching movies and Dreaming of touching books!
After all those patchy sleeps and the sleepless nights and burnt out feelings, finally the exams appears..and I am like the guy in the pic :D
In the exam hall, I look at the faces of those who gets the question paper first just trying to read their face and hoping, 'all is gonna be well'!
While soling the questions, I feel like there should be the cheer leaders to dance after every right answer I write!:D Sometimes I stare at the question for a sec and think...shit! whn did we learn this crap?
TIK-TOK..TIK-TOK...MINDS BLOCK..AND TIMES UP!

But, no matter what, nothing beats the feeling after the board examination! ^_^ We get time to do all those stuffs we've been planning for! Movies, hobbies, selfies and fun! :D 

SO CALLED LIFE :)

We all live a life, some are happy with it.. coz they know how to be happy, loving themselves and few may be not. the reason may not be the sole one, its jus bcoz they fail to love themselves :)

If u want to be happy, then learn to love yourself.

then all you find is happiness. 

I KILLED A COCKROACH (lol)

It was suffering. Neither it was able to turn itself right, nor could give up the life. Maybe it was begging for the help for getting to be turned over. I could clearly see that its legs were broken… Few minutes more and it was dead! If it will be turned over, it would live its life struggling.., else it had to let its life end just like that.I am talking about nothing else, but a cockroach. I guess, the creature was into that situation for more than a minute.

I went nearer to it, took a deep breath, and killed it with all my force I could put on the racket.

I am not cruel though, I did feel pity for the insect. At the same time I felt totally bad and sorry for it. Even if I would turn it right, it would be dead one day and I am pretty sure, it would not get an easy death. Who knows! It might be separated into two halves or been stepped by someone, or grabbed by a frog maybe!So, I killed a cockroach… just because I didn't want it to live a life struggling…without pair of legs and helpless….

Sorry god! I did end one of the lives on earth! :P :P